Fear

Today, I was talking with one of my acquaintence and we were discussing about here and there , about life and many other things. Many a time we came accross the word Fear. So, why we fear so much. There are different types of fear. To me fear inside you have different face. Let me nail some of the fear that had reside within me. This word fear had found profound, flourishing ground in me...Fear of being alone, fear of failures in life, fear of being mistreated, fear of being rejected, fear of distance, new place, people etc. etc... I even had fear with successes in life. Many a time I even fear to fall sleep ... this leads me to sleepless nights.


FEAR...this is not just simple 4 character word, but a it is the word that have a power to ruin you. It is the fear that could block your positive thinking, it could scatter your determination, your focus on the subject and on and on. Fear is most powerful weapon that human uses which is more dangerous than the deadliest weapon. Hope everybody agrees with me. It had been used from ancient time and I don't see end to this. .... here is some of the fear that had engulfed me and overpowered my thoughts and for good or bad it had transformed me to, what I am today or else I could have been somebody else.

In childhood, most of the elderly people had feared me of the darkness. Which had led me to imagine the presence of the scary aliens.

Forgiveness

I was thinking about this word... the word forgiveness... for long time. How can you forgive the person, who had hurt you so much? Who had insult your conscience, your trust, your respect towards them and ... Something is bothering me for over couple of years. I had learned and was taught that forgiveness is the great thing to do, which will elevate you from being ordinary person to extraordinay. BUT wound is so deep in my heart, more I try to forgive more disturb I became... Today, I feel little at peace as was pondering over another word Forget. Forget about them, forget about they mean anything to you and forget about they even exist in your live. And move on with own your life...