Every Cloud has a Silver Rim

This is very truth about all existence whether it be living or non living. Good or bad or even worst it have a some thing one can learn and may use for upgrading yourself. eg. Moon it gives light in the darkness and its processes of phasing out, teaches us about the life cycle. From moon one can learn to be inner strength or light in their fellow man when they are going through their bad phase of life. With phasing out one can learn that no matter what, be yourself and do good things. Up and down in the road of life comes and goes.

One can also learn from those people who weaves the crown of thorn as one proverb goes "God loves those hands who weaves the crown of thorn than those do nothing". So keep your eyes open to everything, there are teachers out there all over. When my kids complaining about something I always said to them "stop and learn something about it or about them."

Had lived with History:

Had lived with History:

Hovering through fotoes of historic pictures of late Shah Dynasty, I had some flash back of the moments with them. Some we have to read as a part of history and with some had a chance to meet them. I still remember giving bunch of flowers to queen Ratna on her Birthday maybe in when I was in grade one or two. Did march pass on the King Mahendra's Birthdays, democracy day, Constitution day and so on days. What, I remembered most was sitting in heat in the Tudhikhel and never had chance to see the kings close-up as I always somehow used to be in rightmost line where you just go straight without looking at them. I still remembered King Mahendra taking round in Jeep in the those occasions. Had witness marriage possession of late king Birendra and his coronation. I took part in PT for his coronation. I graduate with honor and I thought I would be seeing both of them closely but this time also I got medals from Minister of Education. But I am grateful to KMC, giving me chance to present 1st ever website of KMC to then crown prince Dipendra. He was so handsome and intelligent. Working for KMC, I also had a chance to be closed in the presentation by KMC to Ganendra. Paras inaugurated the 23rd Remote sensing programme hosted by Nepal and we were participants in this programme.

had a Bad Day

Today, I am very disturbed by the situation I was in. A few moments of misunderstanding can destroy your self-esteem, peace of mind, rest of the day and night's sleep. Your years of good will and hard work could dissolved in the matter of moment. How could your manager judge you by the bitchy mouth of your colleague and customers? Customer are always right and so do the bosses. They are only the ones who is flawless and has power to judge us and take action and rest of us just falls prey to their judgement.... Do you still think that you live in 3rd world where we are free?

"Eat, Pray and Love"

Finally, today I had a chance to watch this movie "Eat, Pray and Love". I just couldn't concentrate on this movie, I don't know why? All the actors played well. My lack of concentration maybe because it is exposing bare truth of life. For being healthy you must eat healthy food and enjoy what you are eating without being conscious of gaining weight or lets put in other word dieting. Till last year, my son used to enjoy eating daily home cooked food. But now he is conscious of calories, sugar, fat ...etc. etc. intake. For peace of your mind, one should pray or meditate. This will help us stay focus on what we need to do in the life and prioritize. It is well said in this movie that "God reside within yourself and meditating will help us find him". Anyways to enjoy life you have to do things that gives happiness to others. My concentration even disperse here in writing this too will continue from here onwards whenever I will able to processes my thoughts....promise

Facebook

I am kind of person that don't like to communicate with others that openly and easily. In other word I am introvert and shy. But googling for these words I found ... "Being shy and being introverted aren't the same thing, although they may look the same. An introvert enjoys time alone and gets emotionally drained after spending a lot of time with others. A shy person doesn't necessarily want to be alone, but is afraid to interact with others. ." - By Carol Bainbridge Whatever... I am here not discussing about the word introvert or shyness, here I want to write about my facebooking. My kids had started complaining about my recently acquired habit of Facebooking as ... you FB to much, you waste your time hovering in it... you are so into it. I used to reply to them "No" ... but they argues with the proof -as your most visited site is FB. Yes, I am addicted with it and you know what, I never forget to quickly browse through it's status even just for few minutes. I agree that it had been part of my everyday routine. But I swear, I don't spend to much time on it ... only reason my most visited page maybe that I used to stay "logged in" until, I shut down my laptop. Anyways I love FB... It had made possible to stay in contact with my loved ones and friends n families.

Life is full of Decision

"Life is full of Decision" , I think, I happen to read some where. No no I saw written in someone's Tee shirt. This phrase of few words is not just another phrase of words. It have a deep meaning. I believe it applies to all, whether big or small, successful or failure. The Decision you made on certain issue or say turning points will paved your future or destiny. I always wonder, how happy are people, those who are able to make right decision in the life. Poor me, I am always spectical about my decisions. Was is right or wrong and I also worried about people that might be effect by my decisions....what is the remedies of my problem?

Fear

Today, I was talking with one of my acquaintence and we were discussing about here and there , about life and many other things. Many a time we came accross the word Fear. So, why we fear so much. There are different types of fear. To me fear inside you have different face. Let me nail some of the fear that had reside within me. This word fear had found profound, flourishing ground in me...Fear of being alone, fear of failures in life, fear of being mistreated, fear of being rejected, fear of distance, new place, people etc. etc... I even had fear with successes in life. Many a time I even fear to fall sleep ... this leads me to sleepless nights.


FEAR...this is not just simple 4 character word, but a it is the word that have a power to ruin you. It is the fear that could block your positive thinking, it could scatter your determination, your focus on the subject and on and on. Fear is most powerful weapon that human uses which is more dangerous than the deadliest weapon. Hope everybody agrees with me. It had been used from ancient time and I don't see end to this. .... here is some of the fear that had engulfed me and overpowered my thoughts and for good or bad it had transformed me to, what I am today or else I could have been somebody else.

In childhood, most of the elderly people had feared me of the darkness. Which had led me to imagine the presence of the scary aliens.

Forgiveness

I was thinking about this word... the word forgiveness... for long time. How can you forgive the person, who had hurt you so much? Who had insult your conscience, your trust, your respect towards them and ... Something is bothering me for over couple of years. I had learned and was taught that forgiveness is the great thing to do, which will elevate you from being ordinary person to extraordinay. BUT wound is so deep in my heart, more I try to forgive more disturb I became... Today, I feel little at peace as was pondering over another word Forget. Forget about them, forget about they mean anything to you and forget about they even exist in your live. And move on with own your life...